Tuesday, September 1, 2020

I’m so tired of giving out free advice . Every time I open my mouth I’m disappointed in myself . Because again I enlighten somebody in order to creat harmony and my words were misunderstood or twisted and misused . I continue to waste my breath that is precious and only have so much lungs space left. Sharing my knowledge off the top when I talk comes straight from the heart . Im Not popular at all I don’t care if anyone likes me or not . I won’t explain it anymore or tip toe around the corner to laugh at you debating on what is cool . I say what I want and the action taken after all is not my fault . Just because it is hot in the heat doesn’t mean you need to pray on me and sell me ice that I get for free already. Just because I have a chemical imbalance doesn’t make anyone better than me no body needs to feel sorry for me, feel sorry for yourself because your problems are not solved yet . I don’t feel sorry for you I would never trade places with you ? I’m not afraid of being rude or copping a attitude. I don’t need you more than you need a greedy mind either I’m like a genie 🧞‍♀️ with 3 wishes granted and treat you like my man the 1st time you needed me to grant you access i was happy to help and should feel special.

The 2ed time I took care of you your a full grown adult too not being able to do shit for yourself I granted you another wish.

Thinking maybe I will be surprised with a present or reward cuz i hooked you up 2 times now I feel superior and I don’t like that I rather be humble over cool .

Now if you can’t get shit done on your own and have to ask me for the 3ed time to do anything for you .

That Will be the last time you use . Your 3 wishes are 3 chances to prove your worthy of my attention ?

I Do everything for myself and gI expect the same from you To treat me as you would like to be too

If you want me to respect you don’t ask me for shit . If you don’t know how earn it then you must be a virgin ?

Oh it song

Thursday, October 11, 2018

Knowing what I know now is that I'm an empath and I feel what the opposses feels.
    The people around me . I absorbed everything. but I can't relate it to myself myself... So I related to them now knowing that.
    People's problem's
    Think me first .
So I get caught up in the moment and break shit. I almost broke Matthews stairs of his home .Because i was sick and he made up plans fkr me to cut .and i needed him to drive me to thr emergency room . i was not ok i was super nasiated and depressed.
    Loose myself all times Myself at all times . I come first my time on me i spend

One hour work out
15 minutes shower and
       30 minutes massage then get dressed and go to bed. For a nap because I had to wake up at 5 am .
45 minute power nap still up at 9 am
75 munutes on shower /worddrobe ./makeup . and i can leave my house. 1015 am

First appointment for the day anyway is 12 noon. . hair appointmet

Im something special of course I am because I feel the way they do about me

3 hours to myself is a lot of time . the rest is work work work work work

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Listen to THE JACKA THINKING OF YOU.mp3 by Loretta Saraficio #np on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/loretta-saraficio/the-jacka-thinking-of-you-mp3

Saturday, March 21, 2015

Lick it up

Dribble and Drabble around the corner holler and bail . Listen

Lick up my spit and slober

Take a second to let It sink in.

You don't bother. you know what I am really thinking .

What is Your harmful is our business

Linking

Toxic shit is not for me , if it's not one thing . Then it's something you can't be mentioned . Because you blending in personal ,and business

You see me . You see me.

A bulls eye . Is a target you see

That is not me or ever will be .

It is buzz kill when you text me . I

Don't meAn to hurt yo feeling .

Your horny . Because you drank beer and now you want me .. Now you want me , You want me You wAnt me

I owe you . Or want to stop you

You Horney , for one . You love already done . The had begone . From number one . Is the worst to ten being the best . You survey say . Hey ray won .. I wanna use your your turn table decks . I don't kno anyone else's that has a set up . Just to practice . I got a zume track recoder it would be cool if I use it to record a mix tape . I'll bring a little of my is selection of music of mine to use .. I been really down I just need a boost . To remind me I like

Why you love me again

Because you said im ugly,and a friend .

So why do you love me again

All i want is nothing but a 10 as being the best.

Because you are something

Spray them

mutherfuckers like

a gangster

rob a mutherfucker

like a gangters

Erase a hater

like gangster

Feels good

To evaluate what Say

super heroin like a

with my cape ready

A captina

Lady version

madAm

Pertected like

The us president

My magic in creating my

Conscious it

Intuition prays.

save a female

I called little sister ..

U Waisting time on fatties showing face card only..

..cuz ur "not" a gangster,.

That so called

behavior is

SO uncalled for...

Them women in the mist

With the Loose lips

other wise known as SNITCH!.

Who care about what's true?

don't get it twisted..

! Keep calm and lifted

shit , I'm so gifted

yess me ..Dorothy Mutherfucken mantooth...

Cooler than you

.calmer than cool

Keep n it Straight gangster

Give it away to haters

Here is a clue

crew