Put it on me

Knowing what I know now is that I'm an empath and I feel what the opposses  feels.
    The people around me . I absorbed everything.  but I can't relate it to myself myself... So I  related to them now knowing that. 
    People's problem's 
    Think me first .
So I get caught up in the moment and break shit. I almost broke Matthews stairs of his home .Because i was sick and he made up plans fkr me to cut .and i needed him to drive me to thr emergency room .  i was not ok i was super nasiated and depressed. 
    Loose myself all times  Myself at all times . I come first  my time on me i spend
 
One hour work out
  15 minutes shower and
       30 minutes massage then get dressed and go to bed. For a nap because I had to wake up at 5 am .
45 minute power nap still up at 9 am
75 munutes on shower /worddrobe ./makeup . and i can leave my house. 1015 am

First appointment for the day anyway is 12 noon. . hair appointmet
    

Im something special of course I am because I feel the way they do about me

  3 hours to myself is a lot of time . the rest is work work  work  work work